Monday, October 11, 2010

Challenege

I haven't been playing very much poker recently and the poker I have been playing has been at mohegon sun. This and the usual issues have caused me to stop updating this blog.

Recently something new has come up and I figured I might try to give this blog another shot as a means of chronicling the next few weeks.

I went home for the holiday weekend and my dad challenged me to a little weight loss competition. Both of us need to drop some weight and I have been trying to make it happen for some time now without success. Hopefully this little challenge will be the motivation I need.

There are always going to be excuses for why we dont diet or work out or try to get in shape. I have been using college as an excuse for myself for quite some time. Its hard to find time to go to the gym when Im always tired or caught up in schoolwork. Its hard to eat right when people are ordering out and your drunk and hungry. Its even worse when your stoned and just really want some bad for you food.

These excuses and pressures are never going to go away. School stresses will be replaced by work stresses and If i try hard enough Im sure I can always find a good reason to not go to the gym. Hopefully that ends today.

I am going to try and lay out a series of goals for myself.

1. No ordering food.
If this proves too hard I might change it to allow for a chance to order food on the weekends but really there is no excuse for this behavior on weekdays. I can save money and eat better by preparing food for myself.

2. No junk food in the house.
I have gotten into a groove where if theres a bag of chips around and im watching tv or doing work I will eat it. The thing is, just thinking about that bag of chips will make me hungry. I need to eliminate these temptations from ground zero and just cut it out.

3. Go to the gym
I have a free to use gym and need to take advantage of it to shed some pounds and get myself in some kind of shape. my goal right now is to go and do cardio work (bike/treadmill) for 30-60 minutes every other day and take it from there. If I can make myself go more frequently fantastic but I dont know how realistic that will be.

I have been overweight my whole life and have tried dieting numerous times. I know that I will probably break my food rules and the food I cook is not going to be the healthiest food for me but I think thats ok. As long as I work out regularly and make a conscience effort to eat a little better I think I should see results.

Lets see.

Monday, July 12, 2010

HR Derby Live Blog 2.0


8:11 I know i haven't posted in forever...sorry. Im not sure where I want to go with this blog in the near future.

Nevertheless, for the second year in a row I am liveblogging the HR Derby!

I am again facing off against my buddy Toots and we each have drafted four of the competitors to batt off in a number of categories. We drafted last night and I ended up with
Papi,
Ramierez,
Holiday,
and Young.

Toots has
Cabrera,
Wells,
Swisher,
Hart.

Im not terribly confident with my squad, I first picked Papi in what could have been an iffy pick.

Anyways, the five categories include:
Winner of Derby
Most HR in a Round by one batter
Least HR in a Round by one batter
Most HR when combining all squad members
Longest HR
Most HR hit on the 10th out (Golden HR)

Lets get this started!

8:18 Chris Young's up first, lets set a good tone!
He hits one HR after 3 outs and now has 7. Maybe He'll whiff and be a pretty tough beat for the least in a round?

8:21
Chris Young
Total HR's = 1
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 410ft

Up next is Vernon Wells

8:23 In his first 7 swings Vernon hits zero balls out of the park. One, however, is assisted by a fan and ruled a HR. Alrighty, with 8 outs he pounds a 428ft bomb. lets see if he can crush the golden ball now. Nope, a long drive to left and lands just short of the wall.

Vernon Wells
Total HR's = 2
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 428ft

Coming up after the break is Corey Hart,

8:31 Corey Hart is the first batter to find a groove. He has 5HR and only one out so far!
8:33 A slight breeze barely carries Harts ball out of the yard. He instantly hits a 464ft bomb and has 9HR with 4 outs! Make it 10! Hart Hart's the first to hit a Golden HR and ends the rd with a total of 13.

Corey Hart
Total HR's = 13
Golden HR's= 1
Farthest HR= 464ft

8:46 Nick Swisher's up next. He starts off strong with 2 quick HRs after an out and then misses 4 times. Swisher busts a 426ft blast followed quickly bt a 440fter. Swisher goes cold and still has 4 for the gold ball. He hits it to deep center and cant get it over the 400ft wall. Hes done.

Nick Swisher
Total HR's = 4
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 440ft

After the break we have Holiday, Papi, Ramierez and Cabrera. My boys have to hit some blasts and advance themselves to the next round now!

8:53 Ugh. Holliday really couldn't get anything started but just nailed a Golden Ball to get up to 2 hr lets see if he cant get anything going....Theres Another! And 3 in a row! 4! He's into second place now, behind Corey Hart and ends with 5 bombs! With his longest hr at 497 ft! He is now the leader in the Golden ball and longest HR category,

Matt Holliday
Total HR's = 5
Golden HR's= 4
Farthest HR= 497ft

8:59 Papi's up! lets see what he can do! His first good chance did not look like it was going out but it just scoots out of the wall. He follows that up with a nice 440ft jack over the right field wall. Ortiz is hitting well and knocks a 375fter into right field. He now has 4 HR and 3 outs. he needs 2 more to advance. Ortiz keeps hitting them over to right field, some are crushed and some cant quite make it over the wall. He needs one more in the next 4 swings to secure a spot in the next round. Right field again! and we will see Papi again in the next round.

David Ortiz
Total HR's = 8
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 440ft

9:11 Hanley Ramierez is up now and needs 6 to secure a shot in the final 4 and nails one over the wall in his first swing.

9:17
Hanley Ramierez
Total HR's = 9
Golden HR's= 2
Farthest HR= 472ft

So we're down to the final batter, Miggy Cabrera. He needs a total of 6 HRs to advance. Toots needs him to step up here and help the team. Currently I have 3 of the 4 finalists which would be crushing for Toot's chances

9:30
Miguel Cabrera
Total HR's = 7
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 476ft

So, heading into Rd 2 we have Cabrera, Papi, Hanley, and Hart in that order.
Currently Holliday has the longest HR at 497 ft
Hart has the most in a round with 13
Young has the least in a round at 1.
Holliday has the most Golden HR with 4
My squad has a combined 23 HRs.
Toots team has 26Hrs.

9:36 In a last second switch Papi is going to bat first to give Cabrera a break. Papi is on a roll and keeps pounding them to right/right-center and has 5 bombs so far including a 476 bomb with only 2 outs...and he curves one just around the pole! followed by another crushed rainbow to give him 7 with 2 outs. lets go Papi!!! Papi manages to crush 13 homeruns tying him for the most HR in one round with Hart.

9:45
David Ortiz
Total HR's = 13 (21)
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 474ft

9:47 Miggy is up now after a quick rest and lets see what he can do! he needs 7 to catch Hart and have a chance. MIggy hits our first foul HR of the night but is doing well and having a sold round so far. Theres another foul. He might be swinging a tad to early? Miguel ends up with 5 HRs giving him 12 total, not enough to catch Hart and hes done for the night.

Miguel Cabrera
Total HR's = 5 (12)
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 485ft

9:53 Hanley Ramierez is next and needs 4 HRs to force Hart to take the plate. Hes going to need a few more to actually advance to the finals. Hanley crushes 9 including a 465 foot gold ball! He had 5 straight outs followed by 5 straight HR in this at bat. There goes another gold ball! ANother that goes 454ft to left field! Another to the same spot in left. He is just mirroring Papi! One more HR and hes in the finals for sure. He lines out and finishes with 21 HR. He is tied with Papi.

Hanley Ramierez
Total HR's = 12 (21)
Golden HR's= 4
Farthest HR= 476ft

10:00 Corey Hart has been sitting for about 2 hours. He now needs to come back and smash 8 Home Runs to force a bat off for the finals. Any less than 8 and hes done. His first hit is a line out. Hes going to need to get in some kind of rhythm. Hes missed on 4 now without getting one to go out. Theres his fifth out. Hart needs 8 bombs in his next 5 outs or else hes done. This one makes it to the outfield but cant get out. Here's his 7th out....Hart could make a run at an 0-fer and win the least in a round category. Heres his 8th out. 9th out and this is it. The golden ball isnt going to make it and thats that.

Corey Hart
Total HR's = 0 (13)
Golden HR's= 0
Farthest HR= 0 ft

10:12 Ok, the finalists are Papi and Ramierez. Since they are both mine I am going to win the winner, most team combined, most Golden HR and longest HR (currently held by Holliday with 495ft). If either of the finalists whiff and get zero I'll chop the least in a round which is currently held by Hart. If either finalist smacks 14 homeruns I'll take the most HR in a round bet. Currently that is being chopped. Here we go.

Im going to cease liveblogging now, going to watch the end in another room. Peace.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Thursday, March 4, 2010

running like "god"

Cliffs: Earlier this week full tilt gave me a 100$ bonus to clear. That plus procrastination and noticing that they have 5nl rush led me to playing a decent amount this past week. I brought ye old roll from a low of ~70 to a high of roughly 115 before i landed at 105. Then i started a 900 hand session tonight.

In that 961 hands I got:

AA 8 times
KK 7 times
QQ 7 times
JJ 4 times
AK 8 times
AQ 7 times

It felt like I was getting these hands all the time because i was. I was running the best i have in a long time in terms of simply getting starting hands. Unfortunately my totals won didnt really help the situation. Heres what I won with each hand:

AA +89 bbs
KK -200 bbs
QQ +3 bbs
JJ -80 bbs
AK +23.4 bbs
AQ +20 bbs

Adding these numbers together shows that I lost roughly 143 bbs or $7 with my best hands over this session. I will say that I think i played well this session. I will post a graph and I was trying to work on my "green line" non-showdown winnings. I did a good job of that. I wasnt putting in tons of money and folding and my bluffs were working well. Really the only reason that I lost in the end was a simple section of hands back to back to back. First I ranKK into AA AIP for a large(above 200bbs) pot and then QQ into AA AIP and then very soonafter KK into AA AIp all for large pots all back to back. It was brutal. Dbtoots89 has recently posted about a similar session in which he felt that he ran well but barely won any money. Unfortunately I wasnt able to post a result even that good.

Meh. It felt good to be back at the tables. It felt really good to be picking off bluffs, and stealing some pots. Im going down to florida this week (break) to chill with Dbtoots89 and Jeff , our friend, and it is going to be fantastic. A great week of poker/excitement/debauchery. Im glad that i have a trippple didget online roll again and Im very very pumped to go play some cards and chill with these folks.

Ill leave you all with a graph

Have a good weekend!



    Wednesday, February 10, 2010

    rambling

    Ive played a lot of poker over the past few years. As far as i know ive improved as a player as time goes by. Ive watched videos, read forums and talked about hands. Hell, one of the kids i played with every single night is now one of the best mtt players in the world and Ive definitely picked his brain and watched him play long enough to pick up some tidbits of information.

    This previous summer saw me do pretty well online. After stringing together a couple wins i built my bankroll to the highest its ever been. Then and i went to london and stopped playing very often until i started the propbet with dbtoots which would take a chunk out of my roll. When i returned to the US i really couldnt get anything going. I put in a ton of volume over this past break and i ran deep in my fare share mtts but i couldnt close the deal on anything.

    Then i cashed out half my roll to buy and xbox and i was happy to have something tangible with my poker winnings. I can tell my friend who dont play poker that i bought it with winnings and their attitude toward the game changes. They go from, wow you gamble.....to damn you can buy cool things for basically free.

    But back to the story, since i bought the xbox my bankroll has simply plummeted. Absolutely nothing has gone well. I lost a survivor football pool in week 17 which would have been an awesome booster. Most recently i managed to give away close to $130 over the course of a few days at rush. the same rush which i had won about $80 just beforehand. All in all over the course of a week i sent my roll from 230, all the way back to the number it was at when i bought the xbox, to a paltry 50 bucks.

    A timely victory in superbowl betting put me back up to 90 and i won some money at rush the same weekend. Since then, ive started losing again. The rolls not quite in danger land again, but its surely not in a spot im comfortable with.

    Over time, if ive improved one thing about my game is my tilt control. Playing today and getting 2 outed on the river twice and having numerous big hands just run down really wasnt getting to me. Towards the end i was getting pretty upset so i simply quite the game.

    The thing ive been trying to get to...is something that has been on my mind today. Maybe i just suck at poker.

    My entire "career" has always felt like a continuous downswing. Of course ive had my runs, where ive strung together some mtt wins or cash success but i think the vast majority of my playing has been breaking even or losing Or ill have weeks where i win small win small and then lose huge.

    Ive always felt as though Im terribly unlucky. I run really fucking bad. Ask any of the people who have grinded with me....Its not uncommon for me to get 2 or 3 outed in a huge spot of an mtt. But the nagging feeling is that i dont know if its reasonable to blame luck any more. Its gotten to the point where every time i open full tilt im probably going to lose. So whats the fucking point. Clearly i have missed the boat on how to succeed.

    Ive won a number of mtts. Ive had final table scores too. But is it more reasonable to assume that those occasions were me getting ridiculously lucky and running well? Am i the donk that people curse from behind their monitor?

    I dont know anymore. Id like to think im good at this game. Id LOVE to get to the point where i could win a couple hundred bucks a month playing and create some spare income. But i dont know.


    Sunday, January 31, 2010

    Wednesday, January 13, 2010

    Long TIme

    So Poker has been plain awful. I cashed out 2/3 of the roll to buy an xbox which has been pretty fun but since then full tilt has decided that i don't deserve to have any fun after withdrawing. I have constantly been running deep in tournies which is great but once the end gets near i run like death in huge spots. Here is one hand that happened today, in the beginning of a 2r. Villain had been openshoving his huge stack on many hands and i was itching for a spot to pick him off. The action ran out He openshoved, i reshoved, and the shortstack called forming a large sidepot.


    This pot was for the chip leader position with 400 to go, early in the tourny.

    On a different note, I am very excited for the WBCOOP. Im really grateful to stars for putting this event on and hopefully i can turn some of my luck around and win a decent prize.

    Im off to grind this 2r....


    I raise pre get 3 callers,
    bet 555 into 888 on flop, and 750 on the turn putting him all in. brilliant river.

    Im going to try to update pretty regularly now that school is back in session and i can get onto a somewhat a consistent schedule

    Monday, January 11, 2010

    freerollaments

    Online Poker

    I have registered to play in the WBCOOP PokerStars World Blogger Championship of Online Poker! You too can Play Poker Online at PokerStars.com and take part in the WBCOOP which is open to all Bloggers by registering on WBCOOP to play.

    Registration code: 124697

    Sunday, December 27, 2009

    short update

    poker had been going good, then i lost about 10% of the roll in 24 hours in various sngs and mtts. cashed out $250 to buy an xbox leaving myself with about $230. Had an absolutely atrocious night at the sngs today but found myself running deep in a 3 dollar ko which started with 1100 ppl, sound familiar? Anyways, i finished 9th for 45 bucks. So dissapointing. Doesnt even pay for tonights losses across the board. First place was 640. I lost on a standard hand:

    I am 8th in chips w/ 11bbs. Cutoff who has 25bbs open minraises and i jam over the top with AJo. He tanks and eventually flips AQo which holds.


    Monday, December 14, 2009

    An epic seven hands

    As Im sure you all know, the more you play the more variance catches up with you and the more bizarre and crazy things you see. Sometimes, that variance is phenomenally helpful. This sng started innocently enough. I got to the final 3 in good chip position. I had ~5k vs ~5k vs ~3k. Heads up this hand occured:
    Now, this hand deserves some explanation. First the line we took.
    Preflop: Villain minraises, I call
    Flop: I check villain bets 2.4k into 3.2k I jam for about 3k more villain tanks and eventually calls

    Heads up i had been abusing this guy. Some hands ago I limp 3bet him from the button and scared the shit out of him. Ever since then he was respecting my limps and folding to minbets on the flop. Basically he was giving me a ton of respect. I decide to come along here thinking i can take this pot away easily on the flop. When the flop falls i actually make the decision to c/r this guy. He had been playing so scared I thought i could definitely rep the ace, and if he does call the jam i have a gutter and potentially one overcard, unless of course he has an ace....but i dont really think thats the case. Well...he ends up tanking forever and i think im going to take it down but then he makes a great call and im left with one small blind....

    The next six hands shown were the next six hands dealt.

    All in blind:
    All in blind (for me) again:
    All in pre (essentially blind):
    He folds:

    All in and he folds:
    He limp/calls my jam pre and i fade 1.2million outs:
    I folded once, then he folded then this (All in pre):

    Talk about snatching victory out of the jaws of defeat.


    Rebound

    As Ive mentioned I have been playing a decent amount of sngs recently. Last night was no exception. One thing that I kind of like about the sngs, at least whats been happening recently, is that I will get sucked out on in one but then I might actually suck out on someone in another! ITs crazy to actually get a back and forth kind of variance. I think one reason for this is the fact that by playing sngs, especially turbos, im forced to play a much higher variance strategy because Im often faced with a very small M. Small m's cause me to get it in light which can actually put me in a position to suck out on someone which would be more rare in a cash.

    Anyways last night I was playing some sngs to some success, i think i finished up about 15$ from them. The real story of the night, however, was a 3 dollar stud tournament I ran in the background. Ive always liked playing the non-holdem games, i enjoy them and would like to get better at them. I like firing a tourny like stud in the background because it, especially at low limits, is a very low maintenance and straightforward for the first hour or so: basically you just need to play tight, get value from big hands which is easy, and play lots of explorative hands like 1097sss to try to get a huge hand. Then as the tourny progresses they become very fun as you can open up your game, start bluffing, and getting a ton of chips from simply valuebetting your made hands.

    Well long story short, last nights adventure turned out good:


    As I mentioned the beginning of these tournies are all about getting value out of your made hands:
    This hand is kind of a cooler but it was basically me just going bet bet bet on every street getting value from a bad starting hand who eventually became a good draw.

    Heres another cooler, but its the same idea. Milk your good hands for all theyre worth:



    Its obviously really important to be on the right side of a hand like this but, its kind of tough for villain to just call me down on every street. His hand is relatively face up as a pair of kings while mine is very disguised but obviously strong.

    I started rolled up on this hand:

    Here is a classic example of what ive been saying all along. I have the nuts on 4rd street. Just bet bet bet bet bet. I am honestly not sure what the other players were doing in this pot but it exemplifies why this tourny is so soft. This hand really seperated me from the pack, put me at like 3/40 or something and gave me enough breathing room to cruise to the late stages.

    Heres the situation at the start of the final table which I managed to cruise into thanks to my healthy chipstack and constant awareness of not gifting away chips



    After some back and forth, losing some chips and then chipping up this hand occurred to give me a nice stack:


    I obviously got pretty lucky on this hand but most of the money, all the big bets, got in after I have the best hand and hes facing what appears to be 2pair at least. I had started the hand firing so Im repping either a 7 or a hand like TT7 which has him beat at this point.

    Some missed bluffs and getting bet out of speculative hands brought me down to a meager chipstack but then this hand kept me in the race:


    I started with 4T5 and it actually limped around all the way until the three of spades which gae me a flush draw and open ended straight draw which filled on 6th and I started extracting value.

    I didnt play a huge roll in the elimination of players until I managed to KO the guy in 4th:

    You can see the guy to my left has a commanding chiplead....this hand was crucial to keep it close:

    This was the first hand of heads up, i had a lot of ground to make up:


    Now, i am by no means a master at heads up stud...Ive very rarely, if ever played it. Be that as it may I was not worried about this joker. Throughout the final table he had proved to be a lucksack and a very bad stud player. I turned up the aggression and tried to take down as many uncontested pots as i could. I dont have a pic for it but at the final table i had started bluffing pretty often. The best spot to bluff is when the bring in is to your left and you hold a Ace King or Queen to their right. If it folds around to you, which is not rare with high blinds a completion representing a pair will easily win the pot and some valuable chips.

    This hand was the first real dent i had made in his stack, until this point i had just been trying to win as many 5k-10k pots as possible, just snag the antes and a completion:
    This hand is the start of me getting momentum...This hand was also another example of villain checking the best hand until 5th street when I peel a straight and then start the betting and raising action and crush him.

    On this hand I started with 345 so while it might seem like a sick cooler going into 7th street i had 8 clubs to win and going into 7th i had 7 clubs and 2 3s and 24s for the win.
    After this hand I worked him to about 150k to 50k. Then i disconnected and he stole a lot of blinds. It is very easy to steal bring ins and antes in a heads up stud match. The values are quite high and you pay alot every hand. Plus you can work extremely fast. He managed to get the stacks all the way up to about 120k (me)to 80k by the time i got back. This pissed me off but i managed to stay on track and not tilt myself.

    This is the perfect example of how much of a donk this guy is. On 6th street here he is boardlocked. The only way he wins is if he catches a queen or jack. I had both of them so that is extremely unlikely. I thought i had him beat the whole way because I didnt put him on a queen, cuz i had one, and for the same reason a jack is so unlikely. Nevertheless he managed to get 2 big bets in there drawing to 2 outs and i take the big pot.

    This hand was a a dagger, not really sure what hes doing going crazy with 99 there:


    And a nail in the coffin:
    and finally:

    VICTORY.

    Now did I get lucky in a number of spots, yes. I did. Did I cooler people in crucial moments? Yea, i did that too. These are things that happen in big tournaments. I also played very good stud, imo and managed to get much of my money in good. It was a very fun tournament and im really glad to book a big win that almost erases my prop bet disaster. Im sorry that this post was a. so long and b. not much strategy....but I dont really want to delve too deep into stud strategy/im not really sure about it beyond like basic ideas. Perhaps I can voice my opinions in a future post.

    Finally, I just want to say thank you very much for the rail OES, and to tootsy, thanks for the love and keep up the killing of cap!

    be back in MA in 5 days, hope everyones doing well!







    Sunday, December 13, 2009

    Poker/Life Update

    So I finally gave up the propbet. I simply couldnt take the losing any more. I played some sngs the other day and theyve actually been going really well. In my first 7 I cashed 4 for a 30 dollar profit and then lst night I played some more and made bak about 30 bucks i had given away in mtts.

    In other news I will be flying back to the states in 6 days. I cannot believe that I have been here for 3.5months already. Its crazy. I kind of have mixed feelings about this too. As much as I want to go home, which is quite a lot, Im going to miss it here. Its been a fun semester. I mean, if nothing else this is definitely the last time Im going to get to travel at a clip like this. In 3.5 months I saw:
    Wales
    Amsterdam
    Scotland
    Morocco
    all of which were amazing trips. Living in the center of Europe has been nuts. Except for the whole exchange rate part...hehe.

    Thats all for now. Im just gonna take this last week to write one more paper, relax, catch up on british things i want to do, and enjoy getting legally trashed for the last time in about 5 months.

    Cheers!

    Wednesday, December 9, 2009

    10 Minutes

    I had 10 minutes to spare today.

    Can I catch a break?


    no.

    Howbout now?


    still no.

    The worst part is i knew he had aces. I was saying he had aces. then i convinced myself maybe he was repping the flush or some shit i dont know. I debated between getting it in on the flop and decided to just wait til the turn and get it in. So i couldnt fold.

    I wont even be embarrassed if i dont finish this anymore. I would like to have some kind of bankroll to try to build up back at school. Im so done with this shit. I just want to have some money to get high and play mtts with. Or at least grind back up at school. Maybe just try to grind some mtts or sngs or something....i dont even know,

    Tuesday, December 1, 2009

    If it wasnt for this prop bet...

    Id be done with poker for a long time.

    I decided to 4 table the deep ante tables today. I wanted to try and put a dent in my losses from this prop bet. The poker gods did not agree.

    In 800 hands i lost 60 bucks.

    I am now stuck 150 since the start of this bet. My roll is at 310. The lowest its been in a while. I havent booked a win in at least 4 sessions. At least I finally won a 150bb hand.

    The night started off reasonably well. I was running very well and flopped a couple of straights. Unfortunately i didnt get paid on any of them. After a while I called a raise in position with 75cc and flopped trips on a 559 rainbow board. I flatted the flop and turn setting up for a nice river jam given the stacks. After the flop i put him on a overpair. Only problem is the turn and river were both spades. I blockerbet/bluffed the river and he woke up with jack of spades.


    A Little after that this hand occurs:


    After this hand im starting to laugh. This is how its been for the last 2k hands at this point. They call with no pair no draw. Whatever.

    Finally i get some luck to bring me back to even on the session:
    (Yes, its very lucky to hold a hand when I get the money in good. I cant win pots bigger than 150bbs remember?)


    There are countless hands that i could put up here but I dont want to waste the space. I will however bore you with three that just exemplify not only tonight but my past few weeks.

    First the cooler:

    Part 2:

    This is the worst and its happened 3 or 4 times recently....River the "ideal" card:


    To be honest this is a bad example becuase i misplayed the hand. I thought the guy was strong on the flop...maybe overpair maybe top pair but i called anyways. On the river I thought for sure I was good. Problem was I didnt realize that I dont even beat aces. And QQ probly isnt calling me, so i think i should have just flatted. Still wicked gross though.

    And finally, the ridiculous. This was the proverbial straw that broke the camals back:


    Overall tonight I got aces 4 times. I stole the blinds each time. KK happened once and I won 1 dollar. QQ appeared 4 times losing me 7 dollars. I got AK 8 times, 4 times I stole the blinds, and ended up losing about 8 bucks. AQ was a winner for me. Brutal fucking night.

    Overall I have just under 3k hands to win 160 dollars. Is this doable? Sure. If it wasnt for a time commitment I can guarantee I would not be playing though. I usually take a lot of time when im in slumps and try to wait them out. Unfortunately I have 3 weeks to play these last 3k hands.

    Ugh. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

    In other news Morocco was amazing. Monkeys, goats, and snakes oh my! It deserves a full blog post but im not going to try and do it now.

    Go to Amsterdam for Rd 2 on Thursday. Try to play some cards when I get back. Maybe my luck will change.

    Tuesday, November 24, 2009

    When it rains it pours.

    I went to see Shawshank Redemption the play tonight with some buddies and it was pretty cool.

    I got home and didnt really want to go to sleep. I wanted something to distract me. Some rough shits been going on on the homefront right now. If you know me personally....think this summer part 2. Anyways, might not have been the best idea, but i dont think i made too many errors.

    Nevertheless, despite how well i play i cannot seem to beat 10nl. Played about 350 hands tonight and lost a solid 100bb/100. Started off fine, then i got it all in for 120bbs each in 2 situations with sets vs draws which got there. Fought back a little more, lose big on a 25JA9 board. I had AQ and cbet the flop, hit my "miracle" on the turn and bet. Got raised on the river and made a crying call to see AJ. Luckily I walked away with some of my stack. As I was wrapping up I get dealt QQ. Get a good chunk of it in pre and checkraise the rest on a 10 high board. Run into aces for the millionth time.

    In my 350 hands i did not win a single pot bigger than 140bbs. If we both put in 70bbs i lost. every time.

    I am stuck over 90 dollars in this propbet with about three and a half thousand hands to go.

    My roll is annoyingly low at about 350.

    I am starting to feel the pressure of a deadline. I still have a final/essay/2 trips to go on.

    Whenever i skid like this, which is too often to count, i generally like to give up poker for a while. stick my head under a rock. or at least try something else like SnGs or MTTs. Thats obviously not an option here. Im going to need to go on a sick tear but its looking more and more likely that not only will I lose this propbet but it will bankrupt me.

    I dont want to get into too much detail about that other thing but suffice it to say, if everyone could just knock on wood for me id be very appreciative.

    Going to Morocco for the weekend tomorrow night so Ill see eeryone later. Might squeeze in a session in the afternoon if i feel up to it. Goddamn do i need to book a win.

    Saturday, November 21, 2009

    Whats colder than cold?

    Ok.

    To be honest, when toots finished his half of this little propbet we have going i thought i had it in the bag. I just needed to maintain a profit and I would win. Its safe to say that maintaining a profit is harder than it appears.

    Just finished this afternoon session and got coolered approximately 1.35million times. Over 2700 hands I am now stuck 65 dollars. At the beginning of this bet i climbed out of a 75 dollar hole so its not impossible. I can come back from this. I have over 2 thousand hands to make this back. If i can keep it together and grind then i can defiantly still win this bet. Its going to be harder than i thought though.

    Heres some of the coolers/me sucking for posterity.

    Full Tilt No-Limit Hold'em, t0.10 BB (6 handed) - Full-Tilt Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

    Button (t11.63)
    SB (t20.09)
    Hero (BB) (t21.33)
    UTG (t21.19)
    MP (t44.58)
    CO (t19.59)

    Preflop: Hero is BB with J, K
    2 folds, CO bets t0.30, 1 fold, SB calls t0.25, Hero calls t0.20

    Flop: (t1.02) K, 9, 3 (3 players)
    SB checks, Hero checks, CO checks

    Turn: (t1.02) 3 (3 players)
    SB checks, Hero bets t0.60, CO calls t0.60, 1 fold

    River: (t2.22) J (2 players)
    Hero bets t1.80, CO raises to t3.60, Hero raises to t8, CO raises to t18.67 (All-In), Hero calls t10.67

    Total pot: t39.56 | Rake: t2

    Full Tilt No-Limit Hold'em, t0.10 BB (6 handed) - Full-Tilt Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

    UTG (t16.17)
    MP (t11.02)
    CO (t22.20)
    Button (t17.80)
    Hero (SB) (t23.95)
    BB (t24.38)

    Preflop: Hero is SB with K, K
    1 fold, MP bets t0.40, CO calls t0.40, 1 fold, Hero raises to t1.50, 1 fold, MP calls t1.10, CO raises to t4.25, Hero raises to t10, 1 fold, CO raises to t22.18 (All-In), Hero calls t12.18

    Flop: (t46.08) 8, 8, 10 (2 players, 1 all-in)

    Turn: (t46.08) 3 (2 players, 1 all-in)

    River: (t46.08) 5 (2 players, 1 all-in)

    Total pot: t46.08 | Rake: t2

    Full Tilt No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (5 handed) - Full-Tilt Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

    SB ($6.58)
    BB ($21.21)
    UTG ($9.05)
    Hero (MP) ($10)
    Button ($12.52)

    Preflop: Hero is MP with Q, Q
    1 fold, Hero bets $0.30, 2 folds, BB raises to $1.10, Hero raises to $3.50, BB raises to $5.90, Hero raises to $10 (All-In), BB calls $4.10

    Flop: ($20.05) 7, A, 5 (2 players, 1 all-in)

    Turn: ($20.05) 5 (2 players, 1 all-in)

    River: ($20.05) K (2 players, 1 all-in)

    Total pot: $20.05 | Rake: $1.33


    This plus the usual assortment of suckouts and other beats really makes for a fun night. :(